yup... it's official.. there's a baby in there.

So... We found out for sure last week that we are going to be parents!!!! We could not be anymore exited! I had a feeling that I was pregnant from over 2 weeks ago... but I wasn't sure.. This is such a scary, incredible, wonderful, amazing, nerve racking, awesome time in our lives. As first time parents there is alot going through your head.. At first it was, "is this really real?" and then it's, "Lord, I don't know if we are ready" and then its "oh my gosh... we are so exited(jumping around the room)" and then there is many more feelings that I am sure I will encounter over the next 7 and 1/2 months. I know that God is going to prepare us, work on us, and that we will have to rely on Him throughout this entire experience. I can tell you one thing though, that my hormones are SO different. It's crazy! I tear up at commercials, cry at movies, get really aggitated easily, have worst road rage, and just all over feel weird. lol.. But, I am still VERY exited about everything that is going on with us right now. We will see what the hormones do to me! haha.. One of my friends who is pregnant said something about how cool it is that God's hand is in her womb right now, forming a child.. and ever since then I have been thinking the same thing. I have been reading this book about what happens at different weeks throughout the pregnancy, and it's absolutly incredible. At such an earlystage things like the nervous system is formed, the heart beat, the fingernails, it's so incredible. The Lord is so amazing!!! Anyway.. I will be bloggining alot between now and Feb about what its like to carry a child for the first time, and what its like to be a first time mom. So, stay tuned!!! :)

2 years

So, today Daron and I have been married for two years. Two long, awesome, incredible, hard, rough, amazing years. I know that many people have made it longer than two years that 2 years is not that long. However, I am rejoicing with every year that we stay strong in the Lord in this world of divorce. Those of you who know us know that we could NOT be any more different. Literally, the ONLY things we have in common is that we love the Lord and love each other and that's about it. We come from VERY different backgrounds and family lives. He is more quiet and reserved and I am outgoing and loud. I love to talk and he would be fine with silence. I am a planner and he is a go with the flow kind of person. He is so good at studying Scripture and I still need help to dig in a little deeper. He is so clean and I am far from it. I am very organized and he isn't even close. lol He could care less about what people say or think about him and I care entirely too much. He can keep his patience much farther than I can. He is terribly unsympathetic and I am incredibly sympathetic. He loves the outdoors and I love to stay in. He hates tv and I love it! lol.. I wont keep going but you get the point. However, like I said in the beginning of this note, we DO love God and we DO love eachother. SO MUCH! And, I have come to realize that those two things are the only thing that really matters. Because, although we think differently and sometimes do things drastically different, we still have love for God and love for eachother as the basis of our marriage.

I really hope that our marriage can be a testament to the goodness of God. We have been through ALOT in our time together and have come out victorious. God is so good! I can not wait to continue our lives together, grow closer to each other and to the Lord, and to make an unforgettable dent in this world for Christ. Yup, peaople, we are going places.. :) lol.. I just wanted to share my love for my husband and talk a little bout the last 2 years together... I look forward to many many many many more years together!!!